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My days start like yours. I get up, shower, eat and go to work. But if you look closer you see I'm not quite like you. I get up every morning promising myself that have nothing to drink that day. I get up every morning with a throbbing headache and a short fuse because he drinks the day prev. I get up every day with a gray cloud that covers the head and left me feeling foggy throughout the day.
I will work, just like you. While I'm there I applaud myself on getting through the morning without a cup. As my day is stressful in that I am trying to find a way to take a cup. Lunchtime is a daily battle for me. I'd be like some people struggling with the internal dilemma of whether to have a full meal or stick to your diet and eat salad. My dilemma is worse. I spend every lunch hour I wondered whether we should drink or not. Part of me says that a drink is take the edge off of me as which also reminds me of the promise I made to myself. More often then not give in and order a drink. One drink becomes two and two becomes three and, ultimately, three have been getting four drinks. I've learned to cover it though so that when you return to the office, nobody knows. I often feel better after a few drinks and to have achieved convince myself that I need alcohol to function.
My trip home is long and I spend all my time thinking about my next drink. The promise I made to myself same in the morning is gone and I can think about is the hot liquid my body numb.
I arrive home and greet my family. As I'm going to wash, I hide my bottle vodka and taken into the bathroom with me. I manage to finish half the bottle without even thinking twice, unfortunately without even realizing it. I know there are more hidden throughout the house in places of my family never think to look. I know that later, while I'm doing laundry I'll find another bottle hidden in the machine to the expected to be open.
I do my drinking in private. I like that. There is no one there. I look in the mirror and say they do not have a problem with the drink. I am not violent. I beat my kids or act like the typical acts beverages. I say this again and again not to have to face the sad reality.
This is my day, again and again. I ignore the signs that I have a problem like forgetfulness or nights where you drink so much I do not remember the next day. My days are full of broken promises, because the call of alcohol is so strong. My days are filled with disappointment, especially in myself. My days are the days of an alcoholic.
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